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محمد شادي الراجح

سوريا – حلب

POB:74

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إن كان هناك شيء مستحيل في هذه الدينا فيمكن أن يكون هذا الشيء هو أن تتحدث عم نفسك بصدق و شفافية تامين.

فأعمالك و نتاجك هما الوحيدان الصادقان في وصفك و التعريف بك.

و لكن قد يكون من المفيد أحياناً المحاولة.

محمد شادي هذا الذي تقرأون عنه كان يحب أن يكون رائد فضاء عندما كان صغيراً، و عندما كبر أراد أن يكون عالماً في الرياضيات، و عندما كبر أكثر أراد أن يكون مبرمجاً. و على مدى حياته أراد أن يكون أشياء كثيرة و لكنه لم يكن أياً منها. لم يكن يخطر بباله و لم يتمنى في حياته أن يكون طبيباً، ولكن الله شاء و ما شاء الله كان.

في هذه المدونة سأحاول أن أكون ما لم يتسنى لي أن أكونه، و لعل ما أراده الله لي يوصلني لما أردته لنفسي، و يزيد، و الله على ما يشاء قدير.

لذلك توقع أن تقرأ هنا تارة عن الفيزياء  و تارة عن العلوم و تارة أخرى عن الفضاء. ستجد أشلائي مبعثرة هنا، فأحياناً نثر الأشلاء يساعدك في إعادة رصفها بطريقة أفضل.

هذا هو أنا باختصار، فمن تكون أنت؟

Update: Jan 23, 2017
Muhammad Shadi Al-Rajeh

Turkey, Gaziantep, Nizip

+90 531 519 3214

shadispire@gmail.com

As you can tell, a lot of me has changed trough the last six years!. I’m now living in Turkey, I left my country as the war reached its most desolation rates!. we among so many others left Syria and escaped to Turkey. I live there now for a almost a year at the time of writing these words. And if to be sure I’m of one thing, a lot has changed and a lot remain the same, yes I’m more the one :).

You see that POB: 74 above there? It’s been destroyed, along with the whole city!. People are dying there on a daily rate!. War is so bad that you will never understand what it really is unless you’ve lived through its ugly days!. Be sure of that, no one will understand what war is unless he lived one.

Back then in Syria, I’ve had a lot of dreams, now I’ve hold on to those dreams, but our circumstances  have changed rapidly! I don’t know if I can hold on to those dreams, I may walk out on some of my dreams pursing other dreams, as I realized life is too short to be all of what you once wanted to be. But on the other hand that’s a lesson I’ve learned from those years; You have to choose wisely what you want to do in your life.

I’ve finished my study but unfortunately I couldn’t continue in Aleppo due to the situation and due to other safety concerns. In such a situation you will know that life will not always be easy on you, you may not live the life other people live in their country, you may become the victim of the world misery!. Before that we used to watch news about wars in many different parts of the world, we’ve never understood what it would feel till we live through it.

I discovered that we are so weak, honestly we are not living up to the values we’ve always pretending to have!. Writing these words from Turkey means that I’ve run away from confronting the hard time their in the land that gave us a birth place!. People still suffering because of us, the people who ran away!.

I don’t now if I will ever return to my home, my room, my birth place. I don’t know if I will ever live up to those values that Islam teach and require us to do!.

In this time, I feel it will be really ridiculous to talk about my dreams while people suffer there in Syria, I really wonder how people out there still live their lives normally seeing their home being shattered apart!.

We, Humans, are so fragile and so weak, we’ve lived so long that we forgot every thing but how to live! and how to sustain our daily routine and life!. We keep running from being those who are ready to sacrifice  some of their own life details for others!. I really blame myself and keep hoping that my final runaway will be to come back with more power to serve those people I’ve abandoned at the first place.

So in this update there is no place to talk about myself, it’s only to let you know that war is a very bad thing, and we are very weak to face it!.

I hope to change, not to fulfill my dreams at the first place, but to be the one who is not afraid on giving up of some details of his life for others!. And the ultimate dream is to be brave and give our life for others as will.

I Hope, and pray that these words will be a step closer to those dreams.